the first step

This is the first step of my journey of a thousand miles.

I have to admit it. I have lost it. Luckily, I found it again, and I'm here and now... in the present.

It's incredible how people say they lose their minds like it's a bad thing. I say when you lose your mind you find your heart. I believe it's what we need to do; lose our minds and find our hearts.

Ok, so maybe not completely lose our minds... just lose the control that it has over us, lose the power that it has over us. It is not us!!

If we would only just realize, that we will never be happy if we believe that we will be happy later... when we have the things that let us do the things we want to do.  We need to be happy now and we will do the things that will allow us to have our hearts' deepest desires.

Knowing this, I have no choice but to just "be". Be everything I desire to be. Happy. Prosperous. Young :)

I am about to embark on a life changing journey. I know not what is coming. I only know that what's real is this, and this is what matters, this is here, and this is now.

I invite you to journey along with me; share stories, experiences, wisdom.

I wish to grow beyond my ego. I wish to use my ego as a puppet.

I am in control. I use my mind creatively and productively.

My mind is a tool. Just like my watch.

It helps with clock time management.

These are the things I call forth. These are not my "wants". These are my affirmations.

My next step is meditation. A moment of silence every morning. No thought.

I must be intentional about it. Religious about it.

I will be the person I want to be, and then I will have the life I want to have.

I read that if you want something, give it away, because the act of giving something away tells your mind that you have it to give away, therefore attracting more of it for you. So since I seek inspiration, I seek to inspire you and anyone else who reads these words.

Come with me. Keep reading. Let's grow together and be who we really are!

end up starting over

So here I am... in a busy terminal... waiting to board... without a book to read, without my iPad, without a phone!!

(long story)

This puts me in an interesting position. I have been talking about reviving my blog. I have blank note pages in my planner, and I just bought an I love NY pen for less than 10 dollars. I'm set!

So here I go...   ...   ...

I tend to write spiritually and philosophically, so I will remain true to my instincts, true to my self... my inner, truer self.

I love this pen!

I know that came from out of no where, but I really do love it. It is making me enjoy the act of writing. Even my handwriting looks good!

I think my point is that I feel like I am in the right place, at the right time (and the "write time").

 [insert chuckle] hff hff

i feel as if I am about to embark on the most important journey in my life... I want to experience every moment of this journey, and I don't want to miss a thing... (aerosmith song came to mind)

I don't want to take this journey alone... I want to invite you to come along... I know I seem a little goofy in my blogs sometimes, but hey, I'm easily amused and I crack myself up! (had to say it, it's been a while)

I have started a path that involves healing myself, becoming totally present and conscious of the now, and manifesting the life that I dream of...

I will share on this blog all of the things that help me on my path somehow, and all of the things that I learn from those around me that are wiser ...

I am very excited about this! I hope you keep reading and come along for the ride. Maybe you will be inspired to go after your dreams and do what makes you happy. 

Much love. 

the time of your life

it's time.

this time, it's time to do it better...

it's time... to be expressive and creative...

this time, no walls... no holding back...

it's time. right here, right now.

time to be me.


life really is a balancing act.... but to stay on the line... all you have to do is be here and now... and use your happiness as a gauge... if you are unhappy, you have fallen off the right path... because happiness is a product of the right path... it is always born of being in the right place at the right time... here and now.

i am happiest when i am free to express who i am... when my smile stretches from ear to ear... when my body feels light and free of tension... when there is no fear, only an immense love for all existence... when my mouth speaks words of wisdom that fall upon open ears and seeking souls... i love it... because it's like surrendering... and allowing God to take over... that little piece of God that lives inside my soul... that little light of mine.... i'm gonna let it shine... :)

here goes nothing!

I don't know why little by little I have strayed so much... I am so far away from this... from here... from now...

I love to be here... now...

but life seems to get in the way...

writing brings me to the moment... it brings me right back home... where my heart can speak freely... the truest expression of who i am... the real life me.

i feel free... free to write whatever i want... free to write the future, if i chose to...

well i do.

tomorrow i will wake up empowered... i will feel alive and excited... and i will know, that i have been blessed... it will feel like God and I just had a holy moment... we just looked each other in the eye, smiled, and thought "let's do this"

that's my prophecy. let's see if it comes true :)

hoping for the best

wow.

it has been way too long...

i am saddened because i feel i have lost so much... i feel like i gained so much in writing... and i haven't done it in months...

what is going on? where is all the emotion? where is all the feeling? where is the love?

i usually write with feelings of agave... with unconditional love for all of existence...

maybe the writing is what gave me this sensation?

before i asked, i had feelings of disappointment... not just in me... but in the whole world...

but now as i write... i am almost forced to be positive...

i have always said that i plan on living past 100 years... that plan of mine has been threatened because my mind has allowed itself to be persuaded to live in fear... in fear that the earth may shake and cause more geographical changes... in fear that the dollar may die and the country collapse... in fear that the food i've been eating could be shortening my expected life span...

but i don't want to live in fear... i want to live in peace...

there are things i cannot control... but there are also things i can...

for everything else... just gotta be prepared...